In chapter 1 of the new Mama Bear Apologetics book, Hillary talks about “aha!” moments—that moment when we discovered that apologetics was important for our Christian walk. Our “aha” moments are those moments when we realize that Scripture’s command in 1 Peter 3:15 for us to be able to give reasons for why we believe has… well… reasons. There are reasons we’re supposed to give reasons! It’s not so that we can look cool or sound intelligent. No, our primary reason for being commanded to know why we believe what we believe is love. Apologetics is just one more way that we can love others and fulfill the great commission. Apologetics can help us know why we can trust what we believe as true. The story below is my “aha” moment.Our primary reason for being commanded to know why we believe what we believe is love. #apologetics Click To Tweet
My husband, Jay, and I originally came to Seminary so that Jay could earn his Master’s of Divinity in Apologetics and a Master’s of Theology in New Testament. Because I already had a couple of advanced degrees, getting another degree wasn’t really on the top of my to-do list. Plus, we had two young daughters at the time and were in the process of adopting a third. But, did you know that spouses get a 50% tuition discount at Denver Seminary? It’s really tough for someone who loves education as much as I do to turn an offer like that down. (What can I say? I’m a sucker for a good bargain, especially when it comes to school!)
The reason I opted for apologetics and ethics as my major was my husband. You see, Jay became a Christian because of apologetics, and I have to admit that at times, he lost me in conversations. He’d say things like kalam cosmological argument or teleological, and my eyes would gloss over. For me, even the word apologetics was a tough one to grasp at first. So, my first reason for studying apologetics was “At least I can understand what Jay is talking about and converse with him!”
My journey from blind faith to apologist
I became a Christian at a very young age, and my faith was blind; I believed because I believed. It was something I “felt in my heart,” and that was enough for me… for a while. My first apologetics class was tough, and Douglas Groothuis’ book, Christian Apologetics, was intimidating (in part because he was teaching the class!). My motivation was still just to learn the material so that I could understand Jay when he talked with me about apologetics.
But then, we had to complete an assignment where we talked to an unbeliever. We just had to ask them questions about what they believed and then write about our experience. This is the moment it all came together for me.
I interviewed a friend of mine who is an atheist through and through. She was willing to talk with me at length about what she believed (or didn’t believe). As with many atheists, her views work for her, and she doesn’t see a need for anything to change in her own life. I was able to spot the inconsistencies in what she was saying, but I couldn’t respond with anything but my own opinion about what has worked for me with Christianity. It was in that moment that I caught on to the problem of my faith. Even if I had wanted to, I didn’t know how to respond to her thoughts about Christianity. I realized I couldn't respond to an atheist's thoughts about Christianity even if I wanted to. #apologetics Click To Tweet
I couldn’t tell her why she could believe the resurrection was a true historical event.
I couldn’t help her with the concerns she had about evil in the world.
I couldn’t even give a good answer about the purpose of humanity.
That day, I cried and prayed.
I realized that what I had been doing for the past thirty years in my walk wasn’t the faith described in Hebrews 11. How could I really be “sure” or “certain” when I couldn’t even articulate to someone why I thought Christianity was true?! How could I have a Hebrews 11 faith when I couldn't even articulate why I thought Christianity was true?! #apologetics Click To Tweet
I needed to know why I believed what I believed.
I needed to have an answer.
I needed to be prepared to give a defense for the hope within me whenever someone asked.
That was my light bulb moment, the moment I realized that apologetics offered me a way to make disciples by responding to critique as well as doubt. Apologetics opened up a way for me to love people in a way I never realized was possible. We aren’t supposed to only love seekers. We are to love the skeptics and the doubters, and just telling them to “Let go and let God” was not the way to love them. They needed real answers. My children need real answers! And the beautiful thing about God is that He gives us meaty answers that we can sink our teeth into. Answers that fortify my faith in the midst of suffering and persecution. Once I realized how much more solid my faith was when I could give reasons for it, I never looked back. And now, I have the privilege of helping other moms have their “aha!” moments though Mama Bear Apologetics! All my study in seminary has been about more than simply earning another degree. It is now my way to serve, and that’s a way better reason for getting a degree than just reveling in a good bargain. 🙂 We aren't supposed to only love seekers. We are to love the skeptics and the doubters, and just telling them to 'Let go and let God' is not the way to love them. #apologetics Click To Tweet
I’d love to hear about your “aha!” moment! Share them with me in the comments.
****UPDATE**** Hillary F here. I just had to add this image which I just screenshotted from facebook, because Lindsey is awesome. Just call me a proud Mama Bear. 🙂
Lindsey Medenwaldt is our resident Mama Bear expert in world religions. She is a perpetual student and a bonafide nerd (but the good kind), and she has a J.D., as well as a Master’s in Public Administration. Currently, she’s earning a Master’s in Apologetics and Ethics at Denver Seminary and will graduate in May 2019. She’s been married to another apologist, Jay, for 12 years, and they have three incredible daughters, ages 11, 8, and 5.